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  august 31, 2002  

i worked 11- 6 today. 10 and a half hours later i got to leave. so dead. mgr asked me if i'd do a swing shift, and leave around 8 or so. i figured why not, i had nothing else to do and i only had 16 hours before today. 8 came and went and i was still there and we were still on a 45 min wait. ug. i'm so dead. i hurt so bad all over. blah. but i had a good time. worked with good people all day. i like working with the guys, we always have a good time. thank god i work close tomorrow, cuz i couldn't handle getting up tomorrow morning to go in at 11.

anyway. the 5 day old leftover chicken fingers from tully's that i ate last night didn't really agree with me when this morning came around. i didn't think i'd make it through my own shift, let alone the swing, but i drank a bunch of ginger ale and felt better.

my chucky p street team stuff for lullaby came in the mail today. stickers, postcards and pins!! yay pins!!! i'll have to go depost them at record theatre on monday. mike and kristen want to go out with me and nate sometime next week, but dunno when. i think they wanted to do it on wednesday. it's so weird #1 having a boyfriend, since it's been a long time, and #2 having friends who want to double date lol. that's never happened to me before. friday is joe's birthday stuff, and he invited nate and i to join him and his crew out drinking. so that'll be cool.

current mood: dead, pain
listening to: "dancing with myself" - billy idol in my head
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august 30, 2002  

went to the movies tonight. yes i know, shock of shocks. due to the plethora of bad movies out right now we saw Signs. i thought the previews i saw at the theatre a few months ago looked retarded, but then i heard it was pretty good....so yeah. it ended up being decent. rory culkin is just like macauly. the movie was decently scary, and funny at parts as well. but we both thought the "message" was way too forced. and i don't have a headache!

so i'm gonna be a dork and go to bed now lol.

current mood: tired, need to sneeze, smells like skunk hardcore
listening to: that stupid it's so hot in here song by nelly in my head even tho i haven't heard it since i left work. every time i go back in the kitchen and they're listening to WBLK that song is on. it's like they only play 3 songs...
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i got out of work at 5:30 LOL. that's what i call a good swing shift. i wasn't expecting to get out so early so now i'm home and need to find some food before going out later. work was boring...few customers, didn't do much. 3 people tried to bring dogs in today. and this woman came in yesterday and today who is Mrs. Patriotism 2002. she was wearing basically the same thing yesterday and today - red and white striped pants, white sequin tank top, and this cape/shawl thing that was blue denim with red fringe all around it, and red and white stars, complete with rhinestone american flag earrings, and her clear high heel plastic sandals. yes she was from the south. and she went straight for the HRC flag shirts lol. i'd be embarassed if i were her kids. it was unbelievable.

i'm only scheduled 4 days next week...and wednesday i'm the only one working all day long. gah that's gonna suck hardcore. then i have ANOTHER swing shift on friday - 3rd week in a row, but if it's anything like the one today, all good. time to find a new job.

current mood: really tired for no good reason
listening to: "play" - j-lo in my head
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i got out of work at 8:30 and went to nate's. he's so good to me. he answered the door with spiked hair, black mesh shirt and silver pants. :-D <------that was me. i just about died. he looked so hot lol. watched monsters ball. good movie - very depressing, somewhat uplifting at the end - but puff daddy?!?!? just about ruined the credibility of the movie. he was so not good. don't quit your day job puff. but the rest of the movie was good. and i guess i'll say this to make carolyn's day, but billy bob did a good job in the movie hahah. he's still hideous, but good actor.

i work swing today, 12 til whenever. i hope we're still dead cuz then i'll get out around 8 or so again. me and kate are both betting that the crazy girl calls in tonight, which would suck. cuz kate would have to close by herself again and i'd have to stay later probably. supposed to go out with nate again tonight when i get out of work.

current mood: tired
listening to: cicadas outside driving me nuts
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august 29, 2002  

something is wrong with me. i can't still be screwed up from giving blood on monday. i went back to sleep today at 11 and slept for another 2 hrs. i had to force myself out of bed to take a shower, and when i was done i wanted to go back to sleep again. wtf. all i wanna do is sleep.
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work at 3. should get out pretty damn early since nate got out at 9 yesterday. going to his house when i get out for margaritas lol.

yesterday - adrienne came over and we watched queen of the damned, drooled at lestat's hip groovies, and conversed about...something...for a while. she ended up eating dinner here, and we waited around for eric. eric came and got us and we went to best buy, the mall, to his house, then to mine. nate called when he got out of work and came over here, and the 4 of us went to dennys for like 2 hours. nate brought the audi so when we left dennys i got to go for a ride. it's a niiiiiiice car. we drove around grand island and almost hit 2 deer. we were gonna go back to his house for a drink but i was exhausted and not feeling like myself too much so i was like yeah, need to go home and sleep. slept pretty well too, still woke up at 9, but slept through the night. no getting up at 3am and not going back to sleep til 5 this time.

my mom is funny. she says "do adr and eric like your friend (nate)?" lol then she's like, "i forget how cute he is. he's cuter than in that picture, so when i see him it's like woah you are so cute." LOL

current mood: starving
listening to: nothing i did have meatloaf in my head before tho hahaha
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august 28, 2002  

forgot to mention something about last night. eric and nate met 4 years ago...at rit...nate's friend goes there, and lived on mary's floor. nate visited at some point and they met....not really surprising cuz shit like that happens to eric all the time lol.
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blaaaah. no sleeeeeep. i fell asleep pretty fast after nate left cuz i was exhausted. but then i woke up some time after 3, and didn't fall asleep again til sometime after 5. then the garbage men came at 8 or so, and now i'm up. hungry, tired, freezing, shivering etc...someone needs to be not away on AIM so i can talk to someone lol. but nooooo everyone is at work, or school, or is sleeping *envious*

i think i told eric we'd hang out today when we were at the bar (shut up, those beers are big and i forget haha). and nate wants to come back here when he gets out of work...i guess it'll be whoever contacts me first, which means eric lol.

current mood: wacko
listening to: "dig in" - lenny kravitz in my head
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so tired. so yeah. nate came over here, we went to best buy so i could buy the queen of the damned dvd. then we were gonna go see a movie - except only crap movies are playing. we went to wild wings to get big beers instead. when we were leaving, eric, my neighbor jon and his girlfriend were arriving. so we went back inside and had another drink with them. this other kid eric and jon were friends with showed up. so we just chilled there for a while. then we saw this girl carrie from high school. she was a mega bitch cheerleader, but she was always nice to me. so me, eric and nate went over to talk to her, see what was up. i had to hang on nate, to show her i had a cute boyfriend lol. then me and nate rented queen of the damned (since he's not allowed in my room to watch the dvd). didn't finish it, he's gonna come back over tomorrow when he gets out of work (whenever that'll be since he closes) to finish it. yeaaaaaaah.

current mood: dead
listening to: "electrical storm" - u2 in my head
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august 27, 2002  

rofl fishy cracks me up!
MacFishto: one barbie that did get finished was ****
MacFishto: and so whenever she pisses me off I torture the damn barbie
vacant enigma: ROFLMAO
vacant enigma: THATS SO FANTASTIC
vacant enigma: u should scan her if u find her head
MacFishto: it started off as just banging it on the desk
vacant enigma: LOLOL
MacFishto: LMAO
MacFishto: then she got a mullet one night
vacant enigma: ROFLMAO OMG!!!!!
MacFishto: then the mullet got shorter another night
vacant enigma: LOL
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ladeda...our season in the falls is definitely over. omg so boring today. nate and i did a whole lot of nothing this afternoon. every now and then had a customer...nate got hit on by edmund alot lol. apparently in the winter it's SO dead that you'll go an entire shift without a customer, and everyone just sits at the bar and plays cards lol.

i got another shirt for free today. it's a "defect" (it needs to be washed)...so it's mine now hehe.

tonight tonight...nate and i are doing something...find out later i guess. hopefully mom has a good dinner for me tonight, since i lost 8 pounds in the past 2 weeks from only eating yogurt.

current mood: bored
listening to: "summer rain" - u2
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morning.

last night ended up being veg-out night at adr's. went over there around 7, eric was there trying to get her digi camera to work on the computer - and that took 3 hrs. it was still going when i left at 10. all i did was lay on the couch and do nothing lol. i read some interesting articles in good housekeeping LOL. one was about a woman who's husband was addicted to internet porn. the other was a story, but based on a real phenomenon called synestesia (sp?)...it's hard to explain what it is. it's a psychological phenomenon where you experience things in other senses.... like a certain pitch note will make you see colors, or you can taste letters, etc...the story described kissing someone and seeing raspberry sherbert. how cool would that be LOL.

anyway...yeah. so went home at 10, went to bed at 11 LOL. i'm feeling really blah again...stupid head, stop thinking stupid things. so i'm waiting to go to work since it seems work makes me feel better (!?!?)...it's just me and nate up front all day long, so it SHOULD be fun if i can stop thinking all these stupid things. which i think i'll be ok once i get there. hoping...cuz i don't want today to be shitty.

and now for the picture that was voted "disgustingly cute and vomit worthy" from the other night lol. i look stupid lol.

i had to look up the lyrics to prodigy's "baby's got a temper" to prove i wasn't going insane. and i'm not. he really is saying "We love Rohypnol, she got Rohypnol We take Rohypnol" lol.

current mood: blah
listening to: "master and margarita" - tea party in my head
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august 26, 2002  

i can't believe how wiped out i am from giving blood. this has never happened before, but i feel awful. after almost passing out, i took a nap for 2 hrs or so. made dinner for me and my dad, almost passed out again. after i ate, felt dizzy. wtf. maybe it has something to do with my blood floating in the liquid, since adr said it means i'm anemic....

i think i'm gonna go lay down again. my aunt wants to meet nate before she leaves tomorrow so i guess that means i have to use the telephone lol. they're not even home tho. mom called around 11 and said she didn't think they'd be home before 10pm...i told her trudy wanted nate to come over, so i guess my mom was gonna rush home?!? i dunno. haven't heard from them since this morning, so dunno what's going on.

current mood: crap
listening to: family feud theme song in my head
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almost passed out after vacuuming my car. it was bad. seriously bad. made it inside in time to fall onto the couch.

and yeah, new u2 song, totally grown on me. love it love it. it's on repeat lol.
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went to see the vampires (see also: red cross). of course i get there on time, but don't get to actually start giving blood for another hour. they don't let you fill out the health status form by yourself anymore, you have to wait to go in the little booth with the blood taker. then they have to ask you each question...takes forever that way. anyway...it was a drama, because my blood wasn't right. they prick your finger and squirt the blood into this tube of liquid, and it's supposed to sink. mine didn't. so she pricked another finger, got more blood and put it into some other machine to test. well that wasn't good either, so she was going to do it a 3rd time to make sure it wasn't her that was making an error. but she didn't have to prick me again (thank god) cuz my finger was still bleeding. so the 3rd time with my blood in the machine she got an acceptible result. i was waiting for them to tell me to go to the ER right away cuz i was dying or something. lol. my pulse was 92, and i was waiting for them to tell me that was too high haha. then when i actually started giving blood it only took 5 minutes, which was the fastest i've ever finished. they gave me one of those new Red Fusion Dr Pepper's to take home and try. not looking forward to it lol.

so now i think i might vaccum my car. i don't feel like washing it. but i can't do either unless i find my new sunglasses. my screw fell out of the old ones, and this time i couldn't find it. so i have to find one of the 2 new pairs my mom bought for me months ago cuz they were only 2 bucks. i have no idea where they are tho. she kept moving them places where i'd see and use them, but i was like no grrr the one pair is all crooked, and the other ones i didn't want to use yet...and of course now i can't find them. ug.

current mood: sorta tired
listening to: nothing
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my friend just got back from europe and posted some pictures from ireland. she labled this as, the funniest sign ever, and i must agree. it's pretty damn funny.

ROFL

and now for more from Dublin. NEW U2 SONG!!!!!!!
Electrical Storm (lyrics)

The sea it swells like a sore head
and the night it is aching
Two lovers lie with no sheets on their bed
and the day it is breaking

On rainy days we go swimming out
on rainy days, swimming in the sound
On rainy days we go swimming out

You're in my mind all of the time
I know that's not enough
if the sky can crack
there must be some way back
for love and only love

Car alarm won't let you back to sleep
you're kept awake dreaming some else's dream
coffee is cold, but it will get you through
compromise, that's nothing new to you
let's see colours that have never been seen
let's go to places no one else has been

You're in my mind all of the time
I know that's not enough
if the sky can crack
there must be some way back
to love and only love

Electrical Storm
Electrical Storm
Electrical Storm
Baby don't cry

It's hot as hell, honey in this room
sure hope the weather will break soon
the air is heavy, heavy as a truck
hope the rain will wash away our bad luck

heeeey... heeeey.....

If the sky can crack, there must be some way back
for love and only love

Electrical Storm
Electrical Storm
Electrical Storm

Baby don't cry
Baby don't cry
Baby don't cry
Baby don't cry

it's pretty good. but like any new u2 material it's gonna have to grow on me. bono's voice sounds nice, and it's definitely an "all that you can't leave behind" style song...
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tool. gah! so great!

eric and i went to Tully's for dinner before the show. they sat us in a section with no waiter, so we were sitting there for 10 min before anyone came to ask us if we had seen anyone. so this kid took drink orders, and the mgr came over and was like blah blah blah sorry, we'll pay for your drinks and you can order any appetizer you want. so we were like rad, we were going to get potato skins. so the waiter who was now taking care of us came back and we told him what we wanted, he said...well if you're getting it for free you might as well order the most expensive appetizer we have. haha it was a sampler thing, so we got that. we had so much food LOL. it was great. took tons home, and our bill was 16$ lol. we left him a 6$ tip.

came back to my house to wait for muhammed and his girlfriend jenn. headed out to the falls, cuz mom said the lewiston bridge was hella backed up. rainbow was fine, little bit of a wait at the booth, no biggie. then we got pulled over and searched LOL. no biggie either, we had nothing to hide. just a time waster.

got to hamilton around 7:30 i guess, and found where we had to go in and everything. tickets said 8 pm, i assumed doors at 7. don't know when they actually opened - there were tons of people outside still, but when we got in around 8 and found our seats, we managed to only see the last Tomahawk song (no loss there, sounded shitty anyway). but we were like woah, talk about perfect timing. and lemme tell you about the seats we had. omg. they were perfect. they were 1 section over from what would be right next to the stage. we had row 13, which would be fine anyway, but turns out we were on the edge of the front, because they removed the lower seating in that area. so we had a railing in front of us, and no one else obstructing our view. it couldn't have been anymore perfect. go me and my ticket buying skills haha.

tool fucking rocked. maynard has the most amazing voice. during "The grudge" he holds this note/scream and me and eric just looked at eachother and were like o.m.g. haha. maynard is such a freak tho. performed the entire set with his back to the audience, standing on a platform back by the drum kit. never saw his face til the end, when he was throwing water bottles into the crowd, and he had painted a black stripe down the middle of his face and head. haha. he reminds me of someone from blue man group, he's such a spaz. so it rocked. they sounded great, and they had cool video things playing with their funky animation things. it was an awesome, awesome show.

current mood: bedtime. giving blood tomorrow.
listening to: i don't know the name of the tool song that's in my head...possibly "h"
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august 25, 2002  

i tried out carolyn's hair wax stuff yesterday, cuz we had looked at it in the store and wondered how it worked. she said it doesn't wash out. she was right. my hair felt so wacko after my shower, cuz it's still coated in wax. i wonder how long it's gonna stay in there. now it's coated in mousse and hairspray, maybe it'll disintegrate the wax haha.

my mom is so funny sometimes. years ago she commented to me that she'd know if i was having sex, because i'd start wearing nicer underwear. lol. so i come home from toronto and she's reorganized my room, including putting aaaaallll my nice pairs of underwear at the top of the drawer, and hiding the ones i usually wear. LOL. what exactly is she trying to do here? lol. she's ruined it for herself, cuz now she can't deduce anything since SHE'S the one prompting me to wear nice ones hehe.

finally got a hold of muhammed - 3 different phone numbers later. haha. i'm wondering if i should do anything between now and when we leave...lol. i'm so lazy. i should wash my work clothes but i can do that tomorrow lol. mom will be gone all day tomorrow.

someone (assume: mom) wrecked my window clings in my car. i noticed yesterday when i was checking out the possibly new scratch on my passenger side of my car. SHUT UP CAROLYN. i've decided the scratch was there before friday night. when i hit the car with my keys it wasn't hard enough, and in such a way to actually scratch the paint like the way whatever happened to make the mark did. that's a really ackward sentence. whatever. yeah. the clings - someone washed the inside of the window, so the ink is all wiped off onto the actual glass. all screwed up now. arg. thanks alot.

i forgot to mention that mgr at work handed me a big bag of canadian change the other day, since they were going to throw it out again (i guess). it ended up being probably around 15$ lol. there was 8 or 9 in just loonies, then tons of quarters. i still have the 6 bucks she gave me when i rolled coins for her lol. not complaining!

current mood: bored, still tired
listening to: "give into me" - mj - the best MJ song ever.
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must sleep. but must blog!

work was boring. really dead, goofed off with the girls, and they let me leave at 3:20. so i got to carolyn's early haha. i almost fell asleep in the car about 100 times. it was bad. so we were lazy for 4 hours, ate, went downtown for the hedwig convention. the tickets said doors at 9, the website said doors at 9:30...more like doors at 10:15. finally got inside, sat in the theatre awating instructions etc. there were some people dressed up and stuff, it was cool. got inline for the autograph thing. JOHN CAMERON MITCHELL IS SO FREAKING ADORABLE! he's so TINY, and he's so cute. got him to sign my dvd, and Little Hansel (who dances on the bed in Germany) signed it too. after that, went back in the theatre to wait for the rest of the stuff. they had Little Hansel come onstage and dance for everyone, there was a Hedwig from a Texas production who was there who performed, and then q&a with JCM. HE'S SO CUTE! haha i know, i said that. he was really funny too. so it was a good time. but we didn't stay for the movie. it would have been cool to see it on the big screen again, but i knew i'd fall asleep. things were running so behind it was 1:30 and they were gonna start the movie. carolyn had to get up for work at 7...so we ditched on the movie and went back to her house to pass out lol. good times good times.

so tonight is tool. i need to go back to bed now, cuz i'm so fucking tired. and i hurt all over. i feel like an old woman. my lower back hurts so friggen bad, and my sternum feels like it's bruised. my neck feels better tho haha. i have tomorrow to rest up and feel better too. need a massage, that's what i need. ANYWAY yeah tool...need to talk to muhammed cuz he never called me back after he called last sunday. and i had 2 diff phone numbers for him, neither are him. i'm figuring since tool is his fav band, and he NEEDS to find out when we're leaving or he has no way there, he'll call this afternoon. lol

current mood: about to pass out
listening to: "revival" - orgy in my head
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